Post number 623 such an unspecial number
but these 623 posts were filled with so many
emotions...
events..
meetings...
partings..
i look back at the times when it was fuhua times,
when our emotions were so free we expressed ourselves without any worries and all
but as time goes by, you realise you just dont cry or laugh that easily
or maybe it as just purely due to the reason tt fuhua holds many memories..
SIGH. todays the last band prac alrdy.
dont know why i suddenly feel quite emotional
i guess my heart died when i was in jc,
it got revived in NUS..
so weird. when uni is supposed to be the place you make the least friends..
sigh.. but i dont want like good friendships forged during the austria trip to just disappear like that..
ive this huge insecurity tt ill lose many things after concert ends..
evverything will change,
friends tt are held close to the heart may not see themselves as being that close to you..
i mean.. i hate to think tt we might all be just "passing friends" to each other
who wouldnt like to be missed?..
but somethings just cant be held on for so long..
in everything, there'll be a time when you have to put a fullstop.
whether sooner or later doesnt matter.
it'll have to come.